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Spiritual Sequel

by duster lizzie

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vaudevillain 00:30
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k.k. classic 02:04
trying out to get it, i'm stuck in my head no one's gonna help me cause no one's left sell me to the sinners that skin you alive even if you help them and even if you tried you could make it better and save my light baby's gonna make sure that i feel right i am getting rid of it now ohhhhh everyone I've slept with has gone out of bed no one's gonna want me cause no one's left used to hear you dj the songs that i liked now i only listen to white noise and cry maybe we could do this again sometime i just wanna hear that you're doing fine i'll be getting rid of it now ohhhhh
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marfa, tx 02:34
took too much now i’m living in doubt yea i tried broadening horizons like carcinogen sprouts yea the work’s alright but i’m dying inside now i could lose my life on the company’s time quit the gig if it stresses you out you put the right one in and stop fucking around you figure “what’s the crime if i do what i want to" you will lose your life on the capital route if i pull it all together then i’ll give it a try i could kill my own tether i could finally take flight when i make it down south don’t wave at me goodbye in the middle of the night i’ll be a prophet in the sky i could do this shit better when i give it a try i could kill my own tether i could finally take flight when i make it down to marfa don’t wave at me goodbye we could do this shit together disappear into the light
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that’s right (that’s right) someone help me i can’t do this shit anymore it’s unhealthy oh god can someone help me i can’t do this anymore its unhealthy i got carsick prozac low yanked a tooth out stole the show fell into a comatose swerved right off the upper road went too far got nothing back turned lethargic upped the slack angels socked me in the eye made me hate that i’m alive someone help me i can’t do this shit anymore it’s unhealthy oh god can someone help me i can’t do this anymore its unhealthy delved into a rabbit hole found a purpose sold my soul lost my only self-control good ol’ herbalife is home it’s a living not a drag inner lights that they all have turned the water into wine now the pyramid is mine took a bite and got fried reached the proper sublime sleeping with my eyes wide that’s my kind of design my whole family's tight all my friends in a line spiked the liquid in time altogether now, right? someone help me i can’t do this shit anymore it’s unhealthy oh god can someone help me i can’t do this anymore its unhealthy that’s right (that's right)
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she’s been taking care of me but i’m nervous how she’s staying underfed i hibernate and overeat so she ingests the dead weight in my head some of gold some of rot you’re my darling love ya lots churn that trauma Into a home if the songs will never pay the rent then is it even art? not that kind of fortunate or white to be a star dreams are dumb but you’re my darling you’re the one when i die burn the industry alive why lie on the internet when i could disconnect? man, i wonder what sonoma’s like beyond the grateful dead soiled soul bled its heart out for the goal some surprise pucker up your best goodbye
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been a minute since i heard from you got a feeling you don't want me to well do you want me to? every single night i remember hearing "baby, i’m sorry won't you bring me your body you know i always miss you and i hope you do too" so maybe sadie be honest i know you got what you wanted but do you feel it like i do i'm not the same when i'm without you i don't wanna be alone i don't wanna be alone you don't wanna take me home where the fuck did I go wrong i just wanna be your world i just wanna be your world i just wanna be your world but you don't wanna be my girl
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chaos magick 01:06
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noisy 02:22
steel axe repressed it hit back something said relax well, fuck that i smoke crack sounds batshit noisy thorax malfunction hijack abuse of tic tacs all good things went bad relapse gets noisy
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what’s the problem, man? you don’t understand it’s all cyclical don’t make it difficult working just to die fucks my state of mind i get so depressed selling art for rent pick up the guitar be a superstar you’re on stolen land in a covers band "we got one more song it’s called everlong” mind if i request shutting up instead but the band played on fucking "everlong" i still sung along cause it's "everlong" get up out of bed bored of having sex that don’t mean you’re dull love you most of all but living’s lost its depth i might fake my death i could hide my soul in my crystal ball tryna find my zen air bud’s on at 10 watch him play to win wanna be like him then it came to me an epiphany i will give myself to the gods in hell resurrect myself as my body melts and i’ll become the dog in my epilogue i'll become the dog in my epilogue i’ll become the dog
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in my utopia 01:58
in my utopia america’s a property of mine and every time i see it it just hits me in the eye i sucker punched the fucking rookie who won’t hesitate to fight cause every day you hear about another kid that died they took a bullet from a copper who just thinks they’re in the right for every tax i pay to let them kill i take a life in my utopia equivalent exchange is peace of mind every time i see it it just hits me in the eye i sucker punched the fucking rookie who won’t hesitate to fight cause every day you hear about another kid that died they took a bullet from a copper who just thinks they’re in the right for every tax i pay to let them kill i take a life in my utopia equivalent exchange is peace of mind in my utopia america’s a property of mine
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left the smog for some rural adventure drove down to the country for a bender no one even knows the avalanches broke down fast i forgot what’s considered common language the sun is never out just for the pleasure exists solely to pull myself together rises to remind me that my death will be far from meaningless if i see the day's a treasure well, mama said if i dress up in drag then i should stay up here till i'm forgiven thought that for a second i could hide it thought i saw a speckle of a sparkle in my eyelid canyonero, what’s over the mountain? is it everything that you imagined? i listened to broadcast till my eyes lit and stargazed to convince myself you’re still in my horizon don’t let nobody fool you in the slightest no one dies and learns what paradise is don’t let nobody fool you in the slightest no one lives and learns what paradise is don’t let nobody fool you in the slightest don’t let nobody fool you in the slightest
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sportsman 04:12
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clarissa 04:06
my god sings to me night and day my poor cross tries to run away my knees burn every time i pray well if it’s all for heaven’s sake to set me straight then i’m afraid cause i don’t feel the same don’t feel the same don’t feel the same what’s it take to get medicare? when i'm sick i just say a prayer tell my love if i die unfair that when i ever suffered much i felt her love my aspartame just know it’s not the same it’s not the same it’s not the same fuck all of your stories your shit is getting boring, baby i've been stuck here wondering if christ is really all i need clarissa, i love you but it’s not the same
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you're fucking kidding all this for nothing i'm out of love i don't deserve this you're the one dulled out from watching friends cling to something worth living for guilty for trying that before your bed is a shithole i'm stuck in the middle you come for blood i don't belong here what the fuck how's life in hiding? i'm tired of fighting how's up north? don't leave me like you've left all of the rest before tell me there's a reason not to stay up north
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witchcraft 01:08

about

thanks to self-isolation, songs that have been sitting on my hard drive for years have finally been realized. i never truly knew when these songs were going to find life, but i'm grateful they did. some tracks date back to 2016, some even date to last month (nov 2020). all together, i felt as though the tracks fit together as a nice compilation of sorts. the intertwine of new and old.

i also hated being away from friends when self-isolation orders were placed. i knew i needed to honor them somehow, so i worked with them in spirit. loops they provided me at some point in time, voicemails - all scattered on my "unfinished" or "random unorganized shit" folders on my macbook - have all helped make this release a real dream of mine. i finally feel like i got to make a release with my friends.

'drift delay', the studio album by duster lizzie, has been released before, a little prematurely at that (i realize now), and will be re-released in 2023. Certain songs on 'spiritual sequel' predate most songs on that album and some were even written alongside them. this mixtape is dedicated to that album. it is designed to be played before or after. a prequel-sequel, a gimmicky idea i was toying with themes of: identity crisis, cyberattacks, pyramid schemes, and watching 'twin peaks: fire walk with me' for some reason. it's less serious than 'drift delay' is, but there's definitely still a lot to unpack in 'spiritual sequel'.

if you've listened to 'drift delay', it brings me even more pleasure to present 'spiritual sequel' to you. for anyone listening to any work of mine for the first time, thank you for listening.

welcome to the latest ritual ceremony.

credits

released December 11, 2020

all songs written and recorded between 2016-2020 at home in los angeles & camp meeker, ca

track 14 recorded at the future classic x dropbox studios in los angeles, ca

eddie hernandez - vocals, production, mixing, roland sp-404a, fantom-6, guitar, loops, keyboards (tracks 1-19)
jonathan rocha - production (tracks 7-10), additional production (track 14)
jamie aispuro - drums (track 14)
felipe rodriguez - bass (track 14)
monica gonzalez - vocals (track 7)
allen martinez - yelling (track 7)
daniel granados - berating intro vox (track 10)
bethany rennard - cover artwork / art direction

track 6 is an edit of a tv psa of "whitey on the moon" by gil-scott heron
track 16 is a cover of "sports men" by haruomi hosono
track 13 is the theme for “just the biscuits”, a podcast produced by ramblings productions

the suite from tracks 7-10 is an homage to one of my closest friends who performs as jonathan f. (fka blue denim aka jonathan rocha). we worked on tracks as early as we came up with the name 'drift delay' for what was initially going to be a split ep together. now i feel that's finally been realized, thank you johnny.

huge thank you to angela nguyen, stefan dismond, richard hernandez, danny contreras, sergio meza, my family, my dog dakota, and too many friends to list, mwah, love y'all, this one's for you

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